Friday, August 1, 2008

my first ever emolument

I wasn't able to spend my off fully yesterday since we had heavy rainy all over manila! I planned to visit school and my professors but didn't got the chance to do so. Yesterday was also our pay day, but i didn't go to work because its my OFF! I spend more than an hour surfing the net and went out home by 5pm. I have seen once more the flood alng espana so I alighted at UN just to make sure my shoes won't get wet. It was hard to get into any public vehicle and after an our finally I went off to bus and go straight to the youth service. I got refreshed by His word and came out encouraged and challenged. I visited our bookstore inside our church center and got to talked to one of my former LGmate (LG=leadership group). Like what is written in the abundance of the heart the mouth speak, so di ko napigilan i-share sa kanya experience ko about work. I told her, "namimiss ko na school, iba kasi pagnagwo-work na." But then she said, "mas mabuti ka nga nagwowork na mas gusto ko yun. Mahirap siguro magwork pagsanay kang supportahan ng family mo, unlike pagself-supporting ka." Simple lang sinabi nya pero tagusan, were both the eldest in the family but she supports herself to study. Shame on me, kasi anong karapatan kong magreklamo, may mas uncomfortable situation pa pala sa akin. Hay naku rant nanaman ito, but i've learned something from her. Medyo adjusting pa rin talaga ako, ang hirap ng may boss, iniiwasan mong mabembang ka habang ang mga iba mong kasamahan hinihintay kang mabembang ng boss niyo. Bemban means to be scolded, as in tagustagusang pagdidildilan ng mali mong naggawa sa harap ng colleagues mo which is said in english (para less pain, hahaha). Anyways, medyo malayo sa title ko ang content nitong entry na ito but, infairness to me I got my first payslip working for 9 days (5 digits lang!). Next monday 2 weeks na ako sa work! Again, Lord please have mercy on me! You are my ultimate source of everything--- wisdom, strenght, knowledge, understanding, anointing My everything! Next time Lord pwedeng 6 digits na! ayun eh!

***Btw, next pay day na ako manlilibre! (".)

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