Saturday, August 16, 2008

words from an eighty-two years old man

"I don't want to be an educated beggar. I don't even want to be a burden to our society. I'm not competing with them, but i'm just only asking for one day that they will share with me their blessings. Maski isang araw lang na makapagtrabahao ako para sa pamilya ko." by Jan Fabilona, retired System Analyst, 82 years old

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I'm just so thankful to God that i'm able to hear this from a man who had never loose hope... He look up and didn't complain about his situation... grrr talaga. Nawasak puso ko dito!



Happy Birthday to the BEST MOM of my LIFE: Melanie Locre del Rosario (My Mom!) One of my heroes! I love you!
(I'm saving a new post only for her, i'm gonna publish it soon!)

Saturday, August 9, 2008

fragmentary

i wanted to write an update here, but then i'm kinda sleepy already. late this evening i wanted to write about insecurities. so wag na lang, ayokong magbasa ng blogs ko na pagsisihan ko lang ang mga sinasabi ko dito anyways! hahaha i just put on my YM shout out: "WAKE UP INSECURE!!! hahaha arghh! Magmumuni muni na lang ako! next time a much purposeful blog (hahaha, as if!).

something I've been thinking about: "SECURITY!"
ciao! God bless!

Friday, August 1, 2008

my first ever emolument

I wasn't able to spend my off fully yesterday since we had heavy rainy all over manila! I planned to visit school and my professors but didn't got the chance to do so. Yesterday was also our pay day, but i didn't go to work because its my OFF! I spend more than an hour surfing the net and went out home by 5pm. I have seen once more the flood alng espana so I alighted at UN just to make sure my shoes won't get wet. It was hard to get into any public vehicle and after an our finally I went off to bus and go straight to the youth service. I got refreshed by His word and came out encouraged and challenged. I visited our bookstore inside our church center and got to talked to one of my former LGmate (LG=leadership group). Like what is written in the abundance of the heart the mouth speak, so di ko napigilan i-share sa kanya experience ko about work. I told her, "namimiss ko na school, iba kasi pagnagwo-work na." But then she said, "mas mabuti ka nga nagwowork na mas gusto ko yun. Mahirap siguro magwork pagsanay kang supportahan ng family mo, unlike pagself-supporting ka." Simple lang sinabi nya pero tagusan, were both the eldest in the family but she supports herself to study. Shame on me, kasi anong karapatan kong magreklamo, may mas uncomfortable situation pa pala sa akin. Hay naku rant nanaman ito, but i've learned something from her. Medyo adjusting pa rin talaga ako, ang hirap ng may boss, iniiwasan mong mabembang ka habang ang mga iba mong kasamahan hinihintay kang mabembang ng boss niyo. Bemban means to be scolded, as in tagustagusang pagdidildilan ng mali mong naggawa sa harap ng colleagues mo which is said in english (para less pain, hahaha). Anyways, medyo malayo sa title ko ang content nitong entry na ito but, infairness to me I got my first payslip working for 9 days (5 digits lang!). Next monday 2 weeks na ako sa work! Again, Lord please have mercy on me! You are my ultimate source of everything--- wisdom, strenght, knowledge, understanding, anointing My everything! Next time Lord pwedeng 6 digits na! ayun eh!

***Btw, next pay day na ako manlilibre! (".)